I don't really understand why still continue to talk to my ex. I think its because he was my best friend for so long that i really miss him. I don't wish to date again but to be friends. Even though my intentions are good, i get this hostile feeling from him. I don't think much more about it then he probably thinks that i want to get back together which is not the issue here. I think we would be better off not talking from now on. If i want friends i must look elsewhere.
I must say that this past week has been a pretty good one. I haven't been depressed. Which for once is new.
I just wish the past wouldn't have haunted me from losing such a close friend. Makes me really consider who i seek out for a relationship.