I've finally figured out some nifty stuff with the art program I use, the more I use it the more I learn new things the better my coloring and shading gets.. now the biggest issue I have is shading, my brain just can't seem to wrap around the idea of it and quite personally I feel as if my shading is piss poor. That being said I seem to be drained of inspiration, my life as it is isent the best and sadly enough I don't make enough money to live on my own. Hmmm I seem to have some time on my hands and drawing is a good outlet for my frustrations also a lot of my more recent art has been drawn on my phone, funny huh? Well I've got a note4 and I couldn't be more happier with it for the fact that my favorite art program is in the andriod store, the note4s stylus is nice too pressure sensitive and drawing with it compared to my desktop tablet is like night and day. Being able to draw on something while looking at your hand motions and pencil position is sooo good, so basicly my phone is like one of those expensive screen drawing tablets from Wacom minus the hearty price tag.

I'm still not confident enough to draw comission work, as I skip sketching and draw line work from thin air ( literally all my artwork is done with line work and absolutely no sketching. ) in fact it's harder for me to sketch something then it is for me to just draw it. I honestly don't have any goals nothing to aim for, so my art may come in bulk or months apart even. Deep down I wanna be a professional artist, seems unrealistic but I can dream I suppose. Oh also my psychiatrist is amazing I'm on meds that actually help my mental issues, the burden of visual and auditory hallusinations has been cured for me thanks to my doctor.

Not entirely sure where I'm going with all this ranting but if anyone does happen to read my nonsensical paragraphs feel free to message me, or post here don't mind either way. :0