I have never been hurt before by someone whom I valued as one of the best friends I had... Let alone not be able to make it up with them. I could not handle it last year. I kept on going back and thinking about how I could fix things. It tore me apart, and put a lot of stress on those around me. I wish the person who pushed me away could see what he did, but I guess he won't... He seems unphased, where I took a major emotional hit. I could have handled it better in the beginning. He could have prevented it outright... But it is done. And so am I. And if I relapse again... I am a damn liar... I hope that I am truly over it now, for my sake and those around me. I'll leave it to karma to handle him now.

Thanks for reading. No stupid comedic relief in this one, guys.