For those that have been keeping up with my journals I'm starting to feel a bit better now that I've just let people go and don't plan on keeping tabs or helping them out anymore. I gotta say at first I felt like a dick but now...I just dont care :3 I got a second opinion from a few close friends and now I feel more in the right and less in the wrong so now I think I'm good with being single for a while. This doesn't mean I'm not looking for a mate or anything but more like I'm not going to be much of a benevolent diety when it comes to finding a partner. If you're a dick you're a dick and that's all there is to it no more of me trying to be a good communicator and trying to patch things up just gonna burn that bridge asap so I'm not in my fucking slump anymore. I can't already hear people grumbling about being harsh or vindictive but when you've had to deal with someone for a few years that keeps fucking up and then before that having someone that just randomly disappears on you I'm not getting used for that shit anymore you're on your own :p I won't cry for you if you end up alone and even threaten me with your "I'll be alone again" or "I don't know what I'm going to do with my life" because now I'm just gonna reply with a "well...that's too bad isn't it good luck with that." Feels good to be myself again I got my crab she'll fixed so no more mopey diety of authority now!! I'm back bitches!! Got any comments or wanna see if you're right for this diety feel free to comment or note me in private I'm gonna be a bit more of an open book of what I'm looking for if it wasn't obvious before!