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I'm shy.....
9 years ago
Edit 5/28/2016 Well I think I'm done with this being on my front page. I loved having the reminder to my self about needing to do things. I wasn't sure if I would make the effort seriously to try considering most of the times I tried I was experiencing many troubles. After the few months I've spent practicing and talking with others I really think maybe, if I never had those medical problems all those years ago, that my life would be drastically different. I plan to keep this journal for quite some time longer but for now it's done being on my front page.
Kind of weird to be typing this but in case some one is curious I figured it would be nice to have up here.
Even though I have had this account for a long time I haven't done much with it. I kind of just used it for watching others and admiring great art. Despite being anonymous beyond my username I still had this giant fear of being noticed. I never comment on the pictures I like. I never said kind words to those I adore. I haven't been active at all in a noticeable way for fear of drawing attention to myself.
I kind of want to draw but I have never had the courage to practice and even if I did have any thing to show off I probably would not do so. It has caused me to have some regrets. As terrible as that may be I have done worse by all those that I respect. I still want to draw but I don't need to draw. I may practice it but that's not important right now. The thing I want to do is to be more active. I want to be more open with everyone I was too afraid to talk to.
If you read this then I thank you for taking the time. I might be talking to myself here but I need to say this here because I can't compliment the artist on this site anymore. At least not at this time.
DatoMaruko, YOU'RE AN AMAZING ARTIST AND MY BIGGEST INSPIRATION. I wish I could say this to you directly.
Kind of weird to be typing this but in case some one is curious I figured it would be nice to have up here.
Even though I have had this account for a long time I haven't done much with it. I kind of just used it for watching others and admiring great art. Despite being anonymous beyond my username I still had this giant fear of being noticed. I never comment on the pictures I like. I never said kind words to those I adore. I haven't been active at all in a noticeable way for fear of drawing attention to myself.
I kind of want to draw but I have never had the courage to practice and even if I did have any thing to show off I probably would not do so. It has caused me to have some regrets. As terrible as that may be I have done worse by all those that I respect. I still want to draw but I don't need to draw. I may practice it but that's not important right now. The thing I want to do is to be more active. I want to be more open with everyone I was too afraid to talk to.
If you read this then I thank you for taking the time. I might be talking to myself here but I need to say this here because I can't compliment the artist on this site anymore. At least not at this time.
DatoMaruko, YOU'RE AN AMAZING ARTIST AND MY BIGGEST INSPIRATION. I wish I could say this to you directly.
And don't worry, you're not the only shy person on here, heh.