The bad news I had received was that my grandfather is going to die soon and I want to go see him the problem is though, the abusive family member I had talked about in a daily lives with him. That abusive family member is my father. I've had a few friends who told me if it's going to mess me up mentally again like he did a month ago that I should avoid it. I want to see my grandfather though because he's in my reach unlike someone else I loved who was too far from it and I found out about it too late. I know I'm going to get messed up mentally, thankfully I have a friend who lives near by who I can go to if things get out of control and I can calm down.
So I want to apologize if any of the next few dailies are depressing if I get severely depress. I don't want to stop doing dailies because I don't feel like that's fair to you guys watching and waiting for them.

On a lighter note; I have a friend who wants me to post macabre artwork a.k.a "let Evie be Evie do whatever Evie wants to do." I tend to do a lot of sketches some of them kind of falls into macabre-ish type art, I very rarely post them mostly cause I'm iffy about it. Though after seeing my instructors jumping into the "do more of this" bandwagon with my friend, I wanted to see if anyone else feels the same way in wanting to see some of my sketches in my dailies XD