So i'm just sitting here staring at this messy room (that was clean til my toddler grabbed at things and his dad was distracted by WWE). just kinda hit me out of no where....I miss my friends. i miss chatting to my friends online and hanging out. I miss hanging out with friends, though that only happened in california. I kinda miss having a life.

Its sad that the closest thing i can think of that is close to getting a life is getting a second job that works outside the home. ugh. just nothing here for me. This area of tn turns me into a workaholic. Whereas in california, I was all for going places and hanging out.

I would love to hang out with friends online, but I go to bed at midnight....whereas they are just starting their night online at midnight my time.