X_X sorry for the inactivity lately X_X lifes just been a shit storm of ups and jobs. updates tho. HAD a job was going good working papa merfies ( merphies however its spelled X_X ) any way worked there from october till the day before super bowl. quit cause they got to a point where they wasent bringing me in and my last payckeck was literaly 8$ and would have been 0 if it hadent been for a mandatory meeting. nextly in erly febuary my grandma passed so been dealing with that and its been a bit hard on me.... feb 9th is when she passed so its been almost a month.... nextly ( untill quite resently) SL had taken up quite a bit of my time when i wasent working but then shit storm came in ( coinsadently a similar shit storm that caused me to leave imvu :/ ) drama drama with people X_X i dont mean to be a popufurr but i somehow always wind up being one and then i get friends with everyone and none of my friends seem to get along and they fight with eachother or complain i dont talk to them for so long cause i been trying to spread myself thin to keep everyone happy and i just get over welmed X_X i hate hate hate hurting peoples feelings but then when i go out of my way to try and avoid it i still wind up hurting someone i care about and that just kinda makes me become a hermit v.v... for the last ima say month tho aswell to try and destress myself me and my mates been playing alot of DCUO ( dc universe online) ( side note awsome mmo its free you should try it ) and overall just chilling to try and keep my cool.... now i gota try and find a new job cause my curent liveing condition isint permanent as i live with my grandma ( obviously not the one that passed v.v.... i was rased by my grandma and her mother my grate grandma both on my dads side. the grandma that passed was on my moms side v.v ) but yeah X_X im 25 and still liveing at home i neeeed job and i neeed stability in my life v.v .... so thats my reasonings to why my acounts been on and off again inactive. i took a crack at looking at all the lovely art people been posting and i know ive got a comishon of my own floating around in there that i REALY REALY need to find so i can post but i havent checked them in sooo long X_X when i started tonight i was over 14600 and now im only down to 13320 X_X calling it a night on that.... as for checking journals... ima save that for another day. i do NOT wana nuke them cause i actualy like to pay atention to my journals but that pile tho ... 2142 and growing as i type this......


aorry for the adhd ness...