I'm sorry. You didn't know any better and it is not your fault, it's mine.

I should check here More often so it's completely my fault for not learning about it all beforehand. Don't blame yourself. But seems you guys moved? I hope you and you're fiancee are doing okay! And if I get this new job I can finally commission some art of my bat and synx! :3
But that's putting a lot of hope into that job which when I hope for something usually makes it get ripped out from under me. But there is still the chance!

No, it's not your fault. It was impossible for you to know. Don't take that into yourself.

Yes, we are now Californians. We moved out here because I got a new job. It has been stressful, but hopefully we will be stable here.

You need to not be as self defeating. Yes, you may still have something ripped out from underneath you, but if you go into things assuming you'll do poorly, you will do poorly. Hope is not a dangerous thing - it, plus a bit of hard work improving oneself, are how things get better.

Do you ever watch art streams? De'sir has one on Tuesdays. I can't attend because I work, but come on by.

I don't have a computer and my phone doesn't like to load pictures and streams so sadly no. After I move They have one I can borrow so hopefully then I can while I try to get this new job. I'm... trying to improve myself, baby steps. Sorry....

It's alright. Just believe in yourself and your ability to improve and learn new things. What's the new job and where are you moving to?

Back to Indiana. Only place I could find that had someone that would take me in. And is quickly becoming my friend. The job, is like... I think selling health plans? Or, something. I'm not sure.

Well, you should probably figure out what your job is before you show up at it. How did you get said job, and is it truly what you want to do?

I haven't even gotten it yet I still have to apply but it pays well and it isn't dealing with screaming, spoiled kids throwing stuff, stealing things and parents just letting it happen instead of doing their job as a parent while I try to help them by being a cashier or helper to find something they need in a convenience store. So it's already so much better. So I'm going to work hard to getting hat job no matter if they say no the first time because. I really need and want it. It'll be less stressful I know that much.

Good luck, then.

Thanks. Good luck to you and tell your mate hi for me. I miss talking with you both. ;_;