With a guy. This guy specifically:  adoir Yep. I'd never thought it'd happen, of course. And, naturally, he doesn't feel the same way. I've never experienced anything remotely like this, and it scares the hell out of me. Matt's probably the only friend I've got right now: he's incredibly understanding, laid-back and tolerant. He's also wonderfully supportive and nice. I can't even believe he's still letting me chat with him. Love is entirely foreign to me: I know so much about pain, suffering and misery that this amazing frenzy is like a waking dream and a waking nightmare. Anyway, though, yeah. Weird, crazy shit man, all around. I cried, laughed, rejoiced, and said things I'd never thought I'd say. It's a crazy, fuckin' world, ain't it?

Oh, and I recently received one-hundred pageviews recently. Koolio. Kudos to all the people who contributed, especially my small group of cabal-like watchers! Thank you for all your support!