Well it has been a while since I have really said anything about how I am doing. Well last year was a ruff one, but I survived and am doing much better even though I'm in debt up to my eyebrows.
Last year had lots of doctors and tests, a period of malnutrition from not being able to eat hardly anything for a couple months, lots of meds, lots of car repairs, damage to the house, the death of a truck engine, death of a stove, and a failed apple crop. On the upside I lost a lot of weight and am able to regularly sleep through the night of the first time in a very long time. I am in a much better mental state not being sick and tired most of the time now even though I have to take a ton of pills to stay that way. At least none of them are habit forming, impairing, addictive, or anything like that.
I had to break down and borrow money to replace the roof on my house and to buy a new car. I got a new Jeep Renegade and am loving it. I also made the needed repairs to my house's foundation and seem to have stabilized it for many years to come. I had to cancel my home internet to afford debt payments to do all that but I think it is worth it.
I am still single though I do have a pet. He is more a companion and close friend then what many people think when you say "pet". We have helped each other a lot with getting over things from our pasts. I think I may be able to try a relationship again sometime soon though I still have my doubts in being able to maintain one. In truth I don't really care if I do or don't find a true life mate. I think feeling your life with friends and family will be enough if I can't manage a relationship with a partner. I'm just not going to worry about it and keep meeting new people.with an open mind.
I will end saying I miss my friends that are far off and wish I could come visit you. I am hurting for money still but hope to turn that around in the coming years. Hope ya'll are doing well and thank you for being my friend. Take care yall.