I haven't slept yet and it's 6:49 am. I can't sleep, because there's been a very fucking annoying pain on my right shoulder/arm since monday. It's constant, it feels like someone shot me in the shoulder, and sometimes it gets worse and it starts to hurt as I breathe in and out. When I lied in bed today the pain was so fucking strong that it became hard for me to breathe. I had to sit up again and I can't lay back down because everytime I do, the pain gets worse.

I got a doctor appointment today, I hope to find out what this thing is. It hurts so much, I'm actually crying right now, because the pain won't stop ever, it just doesn't go away and I can't do shit. Painkillers aren't doing shit either.
Seriously, what the fuck. First those stupid migraines and now this. I want to tear my right arm out.

I wanted to open for commissions again soon though, and I'll still do it. I want anything that can keep me from focusing on this pain, even if it means working 10x slower...