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8 years ago
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It's been a while since I last updated, so it's about time I show up to let you guys know about my current situation.
My dad is better. Kinda. He's out of risk now, but he's spent the last 3 months recovering and going from doctor to doctor and getting examined and stuff. Meanwhile, to avoid him getting stressed about things, I've been trying my hardest to deal with everything else. Of course, there are things only he can take care of, and I'm really having a hard time trying to take care of stuff, but I'm just so scared that something bad might happen to him...
And that took a toll on my own health too. I've had very bad gastritis problems in the past and they're all coming back full force. Plus it's winter over here and I haven't gone a single day without having the flu or being with at least a runny nose.
Since I have yet to finish previous commissions (which is also killing me inside because I despise myself for being so unprofessional and slow), I can't open for more and I don't have the money to pay for my medicine so I'm out of it too. Depression and anxiety are kicking me so hard that it took me literally two fucking weeks to muster the strength to come write this journal. I'm constantly scared people will hate me for being such a mess. Specially my commissioners, who have been nothing but sweet to me all this time and I'm failing them over and over again.
I'm going to try my best to finish all the commissions I still gotta finish as soon as possible. In the meanwhile, I might also search my art folder for whatever old design I have and sell it so that I can at least buy my medicine again. And all the character designs on my gallery (they'll come with whatever art I have of that character) will be for sale too, if anyone wants them. They aren't many, but if anyone wants them, just send me a note or leave a comment below.
I'll list them here to make them easier to find too.
- Sirius $15 (on hold)
- Sol $20
- Lux $25
- Sete $30
- Oni $25
- Albino Pluvee $15
- These two $15 each
Whatever pluvee I have up for sale can be changed to just a "normal dog with puffy fur floating around them" if the buyer wishes so. Or anything else really.
I thought about putting Alma and Umbra up for sale too but... I'm just too attached to them at this point. Still, if anyone really wants them, depending on my situation I might just have to let them go. I need to get at least enough so I can take my medicine again, and that way I might be able to pick myself off the ground...
Again, I'm sorry everyone. I just want to be stronger so I can deal with all this stuff.
My dad is better. Kinda. He's out of risk now, but he's spent the last 3 months recovering and going from doctor to doctor and getting examined and stuff. Meanwhile, to avoid him getting stressed about things, I've been trying my hardest to deal with everything else. Of course, there are things only he can take care of, and I'm really having a hard time trying to take care of stuff, but I'm just so scared that something bad might happen to him...
And that took a toll on my own health too. I've had very bad gastritis problems in the past and they're all coming back full force. Plus it's winter over here and I haven't gone a single day without having the flu or being with at least a runny nose.
Since I have yet to finish previous commissions (which is also killing me inside because I despise myself for being so unprofessional and slow), I can't open for more and I don't have the money to pay for my medicine so I'm out of it too. Depression and anxiety are kicking me so hard that it took me literally two fucking weeks to muster the strength to come write this journal. I'm constantly scared people will hate me for being such a mess. Specially my commissioners, who have been nothing but sweet to me all this time and I'm failing them over and over again.
I'm going to try my best to finish all the commissions I still gotta finish as soon as possible. In the meanwhile, I might also search my art folder for whatever old design I have and sell it so that I can at least buy my medicine again. And all the character designs on my gallery (they'll come with whatever art I have of that character) will be for sale too, if anyone wants them. They aren't many, but if anyone wants them, just send me a note or leave a comment below.
I'll list them here to make them easier to find too.
- Sirius $15 (on hold)
- Lux $25
- Albino Pluvee $15
- These two $15 each
Whatever pluvee I have up for sale can be changed to just a "normal dog with puffy fur floating around them" if the buyer wishes so. Or anything else really.
I thought about putting Alma and Umbra up for sale too but... I'm just too attached to them at this point. Still, if anyone really wants them, depending on my situation I might just have to let them go. I need to get at least enough so I can take my medicine again, and that way I might be able to pick myself off the ground...
Again, I'm sorry everyone. I just want to be stronger so I can deal with all this stuff.
Please know that I'm a very patient person and it's totally okay that I wait! Don't worry about my commission right now <3
I understand your situation completely and I want you to worry about your health and your father's help first!
Good luck with everything!
I know you just told me to not worry, but I can't help but feel really bad. Specially because you're still supporting me despite everything...
Thank you so much! No words could ever convey how much your patience and support means to me. It actually brought tears to my eyes too;;
Thank you!!!
Of course! Just send me a note with your email and I'm gonna send you whatever art I have of him (which is probably not much besides his little 'ref sheet').
Thank you so much for helping me!!!
and we understand that life happens, your health is more important!
be strong!
Thank you for your patience, understanding and help <3 I don't think I'll ever be able to repay you and everyone else who still cheer me on even when I'm feeling like absolute trash;;
also- i hope that your health gets better! <3 I would commission you again but I don't want to stress you out by adding more work ontop of what you already have
thank you! ;v; I would love to work on another commission for you, but at a later time... I wouldn't even feel right about taking a commission while I still have things to finish.
But still, thank you so much the support you continue to give me and for wishing me well! ;A; it means a lot to me!!!
Thank you for your interest in Sirius!! ;v; It's such a surprise so many people like him hahah
does he come with any other art? and those headshots on his ref, would I be allowed to color them in?
ALSO if I did purchase him, would it be possible to throw in extra money to have you do a version without the clothes and a back view? like a ref sheet lmao.
IF SO, how much extra would that be?
sorry for all the questions! He's super super adorable and I love his design a lot <3
I believe the only other art I have of him, unfortunately, is the little "comic" I did of him and Lux. I'm sorry! ;A;
It'd be absolutely fine for you to color them in! I'll send you the .psd file as well then if you buy him, so that would be easier too
And I might be able to add the no-clothes and back view version, since it wouldn't be too hard to do. And as such, it'd be only $10 extra!
Thank you so much for your interest in Sete <3 he's very important to me and it actually makes me super happy that someone would like to adopt him ;A;
10/10 if you would like I can line and flat color it for you (for free obviously) if you'd like
it's absolutely adorable
and I'll totally take him for the $40 option to have that no clothes and back view version!
did you have a back design pre-planned or did you want to talk through notes? :D
and dude I know how you feel, i love knowing when my characters go to good homes
Hahah of course! If you'd like to do that, please, feel free to do so! I'll send you the .psd files for those as well then ´v`
Alright! Just send me a note then with your email & paypal email and I'll send you the files I have so far as well as start working on the no clothes + back view version!
And I did have some pre-planned design for his back, but since I'm gonna be working on it anyways I can just do whatever markings you'd like!
eeee ikr, and I'm also so stunned by how many people are willing to help me too. I actually have had tears in my eyes from the moment I posted this journal, all because of the amazing support I'm getting.
so thank you so much for adopting Sete and helping me out! ;A; it means a lot to me!! <3
and that's one of the things I really like about this site!
I'm noting you now!
okay! I'll be waiting then ´v`
If you need any help im sure the general community will do their best! I wouldn't really know because im new here but hey best wishes!
But thank you so, so much for your kind words! It really means a lot to me <3
And yeah, I'm already so happy and amazed by how many people have already reached out to help me... You guys are really, really awesome ;A;