Everything just comes crashing down/ My life right now
10 years ago
General
(Just to clarify Soc is what we in sweden call Health and Welfare)
Everything just seems to go to hell for me right now. I've been on the phone with Soc today trying to figure out why I didn't get my full amount of money this month. So today I finally got to talk to someone after trying to reach them for 3 days. According to them I should have gotten a decision about my money in paper form. I never got that. They tell me that I can appeal the decision and argue my case as to why I deserve my money. So for people to understand this better I'm gonna explain exactly what I have been told by Soc. So when I was on the phone with them I was told that I had not followed the guidlines that had been set for me by Soc. One of the things was that I had not been in contact with my handler at the work center. The thing is I talked to him and the agreement was that I was gonna meet him twice a month. HE was supposed to call me with times that would work for him. I never heard a word from him for almost 6 or 7 weeks. When I decided I had enough and called him he had no memory of having to call me with any times. Another of the thing was that I was supposed to attend a workshop thing every monday. The first 3 times I attended it was canceled due to not enough people turning up. The 4th time I arrived I was told it had been changed to tuesdays and that now all the participants in the work center would go to the workshop. That would mean over 40-50+ people. I talked to them and explained that I suffer from mild social anxiety and social phobia. It was then arranged that I didn't need to attend that workshop because it would not make me feel good. And then Soc accuses me of not going to it though I was supposed to. The third thing was that my handler at Soc was given the rights to talk to my therapist so that they could come to an agreement. They came to the agreement that I was supposed to only attend the work center twice a month. Now my handler at Soc is on sick leave and no one can reach her. The people I had to talk to instead of my handler has no idea about anything concerning my current situation. So now they are refusing me money and they no nothing about my situation.
To make everything better I was starting to run out of my anti-depressant medication. So I called up my doctor only to find out that he had quit his job. I was never informed about this and I wasn't even assigned a new doctor. So I had to call them and request to get a new doctor which they are currently work at. And after that I hadn't heard anything from my therapist in almost a month so I had to call her to get a new time to meet her even though. Again SHE was supposed to send me a letter with a time to meet her.
And ofcourse after all this I was the victim of credit card fraud and lost 120usd.
And all of this has led to up now. I am now sitting here almost broke. With no means to pay my phone bill or pay for food and other stuff. I had to pay rent with the majority of the money I still had. My parents are having a hard financial time so they can just barely support me for this month unless I get the remaining money that Soc owes me.
I honestly don't know what to do now. I feel like im going crazy.
I have a meeting with my work center handler tomorrow to try and sort all of this out. Although I am not very hopefull that anything will get sorted out.
Just everything seems to go to hell for me now.
Everything just seems to go to hell for me right now. I've been on the phone with Soc today trying to figure out why I didn't get my full amount of money this month. So today I finally got to talk to someone after trying to reach them for 3 days. According to them I should have gotten a decision about my money in paper form. I never got that. They tell me that I can appeal the decision and argue my case as to why I deserve my money. So for people to understand this better I'm gonna explain exactly what I have been told by Soc. So when I was on the phone with them I was told that I had not followed the guidlines that had been set for me by Soc. One of the things was that I had not been in contact with my handler at the work center. The thing is I talked to him and the agreement was that I was gonna meet him twice a month. HE was supposed to call me with times that would work for him. I never heard a word from him for almost 6 or 7 weeks. When I decided I had enough and called him he had no memory of having to call me with any times. Another of the thing was that I was supposed to attend a workshop thing every monday. The first 3 times I attended it was canceled due to not enough people turning up. The 4th time I arrived I was told it had been changed to tuesdays and that now all the participants in the work center would go to the workshop. That would mean over 40-50+ people. I talked to them and explained that I suffer from mild social anxiety and social phobia. It was then arranged that I didn't need to attend that workshop because it would not make me feel good. And then Soc accuses me of not going to it though I was supposed to. The third thing was that my handler at Soc was given the rights to talk to my therapist so that they could come to an agreement. They came to the agreement that I was supposed to only attend the work center twice a month. Now my handler at Soc is on sick leave and no one can reach her. The people I had to talk to instead of my handler has no idea about anything concerning my current situation. So now they are refusing me money and they no nothing about my situation.
To make everything better I was starting to run out of my anti-depressant medication. So I called up my doctor only to find out that he had quit his job. I was never informed about this and I wasn't even assigned a new doctor. So I had to call them and request to get a new doctor which they are currently work at. And after that I hadn't heard anything from my therapist in almost a month so I had to call her to get a new time to meet her even though. Again SHE was supposed to send me a letter with a time to meet her.
And ofcourse after all this I was the victim of credit card fraud and lost 120usd.
And all of this has led to up now. I am now sitting here almost broke. With no means to pay my phone bill or pay for food and other stuff. I had to pay rent with the majority of the money I still had. My parents are having a hard financial time so they can just barely support me for this month unless I get the remaining money that Soc owes me.
I honestly don't know what to do now. I feel like im going crazy.
I have a meeting with my work center handler tomorrow to try and sort all of this out. Although I am not very hopefull that anything will get sorted out.
Just everything seems to go to hell for me now.
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