It's always the same thing for me no matter how hard I try, I put myself out there, I try to at least come up with an appealing idea, or wanting to persuade someone in trying an idea I come up with, but lately, it's all the same: NOT INTERESTED.


This is ME people, giving ideas that pretty much appeal to me, my likes, me being myself, and I thought I could benefit from that, but as it turns out, people aren't really interested in me at all. Either that, or my ideas stink, and I should just keep myself closed rather than opening up..

What's the point of putting yourself out there if no one's going to come through?


In the end, who on here really comes through to actually do something for me for once? Or is it the fact that no one really knows me enough to actually trust me with certain things? I been on here for a long time, and up until now, it's been nothing but "No one knows me, and probably doesn't even want to".

I guess this is just me getting a good taste of what the real world is like, and yeah, I'm aware of the whole "Survival of the fittest" thing..


Listen, I'm just saying, I've been going through depression, and constant rejections, as if my ideas or interests doesn't appeal to anyone. I was convinced that I was unlike everyone, but I'm doubting that's a good thing.


All I'm asking is, I been through enough learning on here, and I suffered the consequences, isn't it about time I actually get the benefits? At least some of them? Or need I suffer more consequences? Or is it that I don't deserve any of the benefits?

Would someone just reach out to me already? I'm convinced that there is no one like me, and right now...I'm thinking I just don't fit in with this fandom..or the internet community in general..

I know it sounds like I'm just whining, but just think about it, I'm a sensitive guy with autism..

Think about it before you judge me, and if you have anything to say to me, say it now..