First of all, sorry, yes, I know that I'm not regular lately and my activity is far from being perfect. Mostly it's because life punched me at the face, and to tell things more obvious, I had a lot of problems in RL last 1,5 months. I had a ton of missed classes in my uni, then in February I had a month daytime hospital, it's because of my eternal issues with spine, that are serious. I took an academic stop-out in uni eventually, because it's better than to exit uni at all. I'll get back to my studies on 1st of September again, and right now I'm searching a permanent job until autumn-winter, and then will see how things will be going.
Plus I had a hard conflict with my family ~ two weeks ago, where I found out that I'll get no help/advice/support from them since now. I know it sound stupid and serious, but that's the way it is! The way it actually happens. I need to be more serious too now, since there's no one I can rely on except myself. I hope none of you will taste such things on themselves.
Particular IN THIS PERIOD OF TIME shit, my dog gets ill. She had issues with her ears - in January I was told in vet, that it was ear mite. We were given a medicine, a strong medicine that hurt my dog, but I thought it's all because it works and kill the parasite, but I was so much wrong: we visited vet in a few weeks, and the same doctor who prescripted her those meds said "who the hell told you it's an ear mite?? Nah, it isn't! It's an ear ulcer with lots of purulence things." She gave us another medicine. And again, it was just a money waste - because the next time we visited doctor, she said that IT'S NOT AN ULCER. I was pissed off. It was nothing but wasting time, when my dog was getting worse. Besides that I found out that when we sterilized my dog in that clinic, doctors made wrong, and because of that my dog got worse too.(Earlier, in November, when she was steriLizated, I was told that all "women" parts were removed. Now doctor says nope again, that they left something in my dog's body) I needed to clear mistakes of that clinic at another place and do that fast. I took my doggy to another vet, where the doctor told us a correct diagnosis for ears, and gave a lot of advices and time on analyzes about previous sterilization operation.
I can't leave my dog like that, she's my closest friend, my comrade, that's why I'll fight for her health. I'll not pay attention to myself, and give everything to her. I hope now things will start getting better. I hope...


That's a very brief description what was happening to me. I'm only asking for understanding and, probably, some advices if you have any. I'll be getting back to everyone as soon as I can.

I'm also arranging a pricelist, because I plan to open regular commissions, that will be open... Probably all the time? Will see.

Thanks for reading, see you soon!