I'd like to apologize to my friends and contacts on skype/phone/telegram/twitter for having not responded much if at all in the past few months.

I have a few people I just didn't ever respond to after being introduced, and still others whom I've neglected to the point a conversation starter would be awkward to the point they must hardly remember who I am.

to everyone I know, I'm terribly sorry, I've been super depressed/busy with stuff and lately I've either been in bed, playing games, moping about, or working my ass off.

there really honestly hasn't been anything in between... that said, I really really REALLY want to fix this. like, you can't comprehend how much I want to fix this and Talk to people again.

starting now, I'm going to always make sure I was the last person to respond on anything. and I'm gonna do my best to try and reach back out. If I know you, I'm sorry for missing out on so much time with you, if I don't, I've obviously squandered my opportunity to get to know you, and therefore I'm gonna try my best to start over again if you'll let me. if not, I understand.

I want to get myself back out there, mingle, work hard talking with people and enjoying all of your company again like I used to. I know I'm not the most social butterfly, but dammit I'm gonna try. I promise.