I know you're feeling bad about your skills, but don't let it get that bad. $350 is insane. The only commissions I've ever come across that are worth that much are actual comics with several pages from the most well known artists around. If you can't get that high, you're still in the 95% here.

It still kinda bums me out. XD

Well you're gonna have to work really hard to get there.

Been doing so since I was born >:3