It seems everyone is listening to my ex abuser and no one is considering how I feel so fuck it, here it goes.

I detest that son of a bitch.
He would take take take financially and emotionally, and never give anything in return. He would lie about me to all his friends and to my friends and then lie to me about why they thought I was a bad person WHILE we were dating. He would ignore me to play video games with his friends even if I was in the same room! I tried my best to join in on the games but I was never good enough for his standards and he'd always treat me like some noob in the games making me feel like shit so I'd stop playing them. He turned me into a shut in by destroying my reputation as a nice person. In the end, he was cheating on me too, that's why I broke up with him in January.