Hey guys, its been a long time since I've posted anything. I know most of you have probably~ caught me adding favorites and not really uploading anything either. Well, I dun have much monies for things since I finally changed jobs. Granted switching from MCdonalds to Dominos doesn't seem like a huge~ thing but for me it feels kinda good. I don't feel as stressed out and don't have a egotistical General Manager who makes me feel super uncomfortable. I officially started delivering on my own just the other day (3.14) and it felt like a rush. Not to mention I get to drive lots :3


Personal life? Well...things have been up and down. Pretty much since Christmas last year I guess you can say I'm battle some awkward depression? It could be a mixture of a lot of things. Even after being away from home for almost 2 years, I still deal with homesickness and it hits hard. Just about every holiday and event that I'm usually used to being around my family, it sucks I'm not there with them. On top of that its mostly just an inward battle. I have a lot of little demons that love to hang around and it makes me look/feel immature. I don't want to play the "victim" role anymore but it seems that I still push that out. :/ I'm trying to work on myself and learn to be happy. Not take things so seriously but I guess its a defense mechanism. But even with living with my parents, it's molded me into something I don't wanna be and changing it is hard.


I think I just need to focus on the now more than the later in life. It's warped my brain with fear and sometimes I don't move on or I miss out on things. I gota do whats gonna make me and my shep  Joker1908 happy.

I think thats enough babbling for now. Welp, for my next con I'm hoping to go to Furlandia and thats probably it since Rainfurest isn't happening this year. Aside from that I'm just gonna keep working and work on making myself better for me.