This past month had been a fucking nightmare for me. From home problems that have been going on for 6 years, to emotional situations with a special friend. I've been hurt, my heart torn, and thrown down what seems like an endless tunnel of depression just hoping at any moment there will be a light at the end.

Bitching and throwing all your problems on someone who's there for you won't solve any of those problems. The best they can do is listen, give you a hug and tell you it will all work out. I threw all my problems at one friend for too long. If your that friend and reading this I'm so sorry.
You can promise someone change but you won't progress if you take one step forward and then two steps backwards. Nothing fixes itself over night, it takes time. For me I tend to want the quickest solution so I can feel somewhat happy for myself. The more time you take to work on a problem the more sure you will know of the outcome.

So please I'm open to any advice out there if anyone is listening.