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I'm still gone (kind
9 years ago
I doubt anyone noticed me gone or remembers my journal last month. But basically I went to learn to draw. but for the last month I've been distracted to say the least and I've had no motivation to do anything.
I just... feel like a failure right now but I'm not ready to give up yet.
I've also been feeling rather disconnected to the fandom lately.
Who knows maybe I was never ment to draw but I just wish I knew my "talent" or something that would give me that spark I've been looking for
I just... feel like a failure right now but I'm not ready to give up yet.
I've also been feeling rather disconnected to the fandom lately.
Who knows maybe I was never ment to draw but I just wish I knew my "talent" or something that would give me that spark I've been looking for
Also sorry to hear about feeling disconnected to the fandom, specially because you are usually very passionate about it
I think maybe you're afraid to try because you're afraid you'll fail. I do the same thing. But you can just as easily find you have a natural talent for it. Just have to try.
I know this fandom means a lot to you so I hope you can find what makes you happy in it. It doesn't necessarily have to be art. It's out there somewhere.
Dont push them away.
I wish you luck in finding the spark!