Memories can be a blessing to remind us all of all the good times we had with friends and family and sometimes it can be a curse. Sadly not all relationships with people can be saved despite how much one misses them. Words can never go unspoken but new words can replace those that caused damage. You will never know for sure if someone has the ability to forgive and remove their hate without trying though easier said than done. If they were true friends at one time they will not hate you because of you they will just hate the situation of the past and are more likely to forgive.

I am sorry that your heart lingers for friendships of old. May you have the strength to rekindle and work out those friendships or have the strength to move forward with lessons life has given you.

May your heart also easily forgive you as you are human and we all make mistakes in life. A good person feels remorse and that you are.

Memories are mostly a curse for me, as I have a bad memory, although sometimes I get a little glimpse of something I've forgotten for years, and It just sinks down.

I'd love to rekindle some friendships, But some are probably dead forever. Although I could only hope for the best.. whenever I decide to start working on it.