Otter bday tomorrow.. plus a small discussion of feelings...
9 years ago
I dont understand.. No matter what i do... how kind i am.. How loving i am.. I always seem to push away the ones i love and care for.. Tomorrow will be this otter's 35th birthday and I've never truly had a relationship. I had one fur that lived with me for a short time and i messed up majorly and He no longer wished to be with me and i will admit that was my fault entirely. but i have been working hard on changing things about me.. I am very honest, very loving, kind and I'm a sweetheart. I have so many people that know me.. " oh Sora. your such an amazing guy.. You just need to be patient and you'll see.. Your gonna find the right mate.. Just dont give up"
Frankly... I will never give up.. I will still continue to strive to be who I am.. and that is ME.. I do wish to apologize to those of you, i've pushed away because i tend to be overly affectionate.. with (rubs your belly, hugs and kisses, and pettings etc) Its just how i show that I love you. thats who i am. its not mean to be me being clingy or anything of the sort. Tomorrow i am going to be 35 years old and i am so tired of having spent most of my life alone and feeling abandoned and unwanted.. I know this is not true.
I know im not a perfect person nor have i ever claimed to be. I dont have good credit. I have alot of medical issues which soon will be taken care of.. FINALLY..
Thank you for taking the time to read this and again sorry for being a bit down...
If any of you wish to comment . please feel free to do so.. If your are single and looking. then please. feel free to get to know me. I am fine with any gender. although female would be preferred.. I wont say no to true love if it finds us. I would very much like to get to know you.. I have skype and Telegram
<3 you all. *squeaks and splashes* Sorasu Riverwind
Frankly... I will never give up.. I will still continue to strive to be who I am.. and that is ME.. I do wish to apologize to those of you, i've pushed away because i tend to be overly affectionate.. with (rubs your belly, hugs and kisses, and pettings etc) Its just how i show that I love you. thats who i am. its not mean to be me being clingy or anything of the sort. Tomorrow i am going to be 35 years old and i am so tired of having spent most of my life alone and feeling abandoned and unwanted.. I know this is not true.
I know im not a perfect person nor have i ever claimed to be. I dont have good credit. I have alot of medical issues which soon will be taken care of.. FINALLY..
Thank you for taking the time to read this and again sorry for being a bit down...
If any of you wish to comment . please feel free to do so.. If your are single and looking. then please. feel free to get to know me. I am fine with any gender. although female would be preferred.. I wont say no to true love if it finds us. I would very much like to get to know you.. I have skype and Telegram
<3 you all. *squeaks and splashes* Sorasu Riverwind
Like everyone else says,love will find a way,but it is true for those who wait so long for even a chance at it.
I'm willing to listen or chat if you ever need someone to lend an ear(not literally of course D:)
Either way,Happy Early B-Day!
How you go about getting into relationships might be the issue. You started to show interest in me and me you, but then jumped on some other fur right away out of the blue and pretty much tossed me away. As your friend I have watched you do this several times, rather then jumping into something with someone, try to build up to it with someone who is worth your time.
I'm sorry you have been having such a hard time and I hope things get better for you soon
*hugs kisses *
I only met you once. You do seem like a decent guy, and I do hope you can find that good place in life. Get working on what you can work on, there are more hugs, and better times to be had. *hugs tight*