Well that makes two of us good friend <3

And congratulations, I always wanted to join a service branch but so far I've been too scared to go through the training and the risks if I would be deployed *nods*

Oh, you mean he's getting out sooner? Is this the friend who has been going down a bad path and you weren't sure if he was going to prison last we talked *if I remember correctly*? Awuhrr how old is his son ?

Indeed. The state may call me mentally ill, but hey, as a lunatic, i'm happy. And honestly, i'll continue with boxing instead of going to the army XD. The risks and threats of that stuff doesn't really bother me, as much as me not being fit enough to do it. And no, he's actually getting out later, in June. They moved his release date which made me angry. And no, George is the 14 Y.O who got a 14 Y.O preggos. And his son is almost 2 now. Because he's serving 2 years.

*chuckles* To me you're saner than many I've encountered, though I may not know you too well yet, though I feel you have let me in a great deal which I appreciate. I see a very caring and empathetic soul in you, so please don't worry about the label too much, though perhaps it could come in handy as I'm hoping mine does, in times when holding a job down has been nearly impossible due to my issues of getting on with people and coping with stress offline *shrugs* Well that's risky too but I admire your conviction and bravery to continue doing that and to stay fit enough to be ready for military service if it came to that *smiles*


Oh I see >.< It doesn't sound like the prison review board considered his young son perhaps when they moved back his release date?

I try to be XD. And I don't think there's anything wrong with you either, I mean, we're all human at the end of the day. And thank you, honestly, it's taken me a long time to actually learn to care for others and trust them. But honestly, I still demand loyalty and respect. And yeah, I've had small jobs and all, but holding down a job is pretty hard for me with the things from the past, and how I get angry over stupid things. Well yeah, but what is something without the risk? Honestly. Yeah, I mean, I could do it, but honestly, I'd like to lose a bit more weight first. lol.


Yeah, probably not. I mean, while it is a juvenile prison, I don't think they considered it at all.

*smiles* Well good, I can tell you make a good effort every time you've said a kind thing or done something above and beyond like keeping in touch with myself and others on here even though you prefer skype, that's very kind of you <3

I hope not *giggles* Of course, I mean I'm still working on it myself and I'm nearly thirty *will be 27 in April* xD That's reasonable, I have to confess however that I've struggled with both of those attributes in the past. Yeah me too *nods* I'm bad at being assertive and stuff builds up in real life easily, and then I blow up *chuckles* Yesh, I suppose risks can make the goal all the more rewarding to obtain, and the purpose greater. Aw yeah I'd have to probably lose 40 pounds to be eligible myself *shrugs*

Awuhrr I see >< I hope he gets out soon enough though *smiles encouragingly*

Oh, and I saw you're in a relationship now, congratulations and I hope that it works out for you both, very happy for you <3

Thank you, and well, you have reason to not use it. Thank you for your compliment, I honestly appreciate it. And you know how old I am. I'd rather not have my age everywhere :). Well yeah, you already know why I did. Oh my lord, that's EXACTLY how I am. It starts off small and blows up. Believe me, they do. It took a lot of work, but it paid off. Yeah, I mean, I'm on the short side, (5 foot 7) and kind of heavy (183 pounds) but that's okay with me. I do too, even though what he did was pretty bad, I still respect him as a friend.


Yeah, one of the first with a girl and not a guy surprisingly. But so far it is working out, thanks ^^.

Thank you And of course, good ^^ *chuckles* Yes, no need to share your age, and yes *nods*

XD Me too, I just am like all nice to people offline but if they get under my skin I will start building it up... I started doing that in IM which is why I stopped using it too, it just brought out that tendency in me so I didn't like it XD Oh you're not too overweight, I'm technically obese as I'm 5'10" but 240 pounds *shrugs* That's very loving of you, I've lost the respect of friends over much less *nods*

Oh well congratulations, I think you will do great in it and I imagine she's very kind and intelligent like you *nods* That's great and of course <3

No problem, thank you too. Well yeah, I mean, it's something that I told you because I trust you. I try to be nice, but if they touch a family member or me, then I get angry. Yeah, the group I go to, there's a kid who ended up saying he'd K.O me and then shoot me. I still go to it, but I told him if he ever did try to, i'd put his little ass in the dirt. Considering he's only 4'7. I am for my age and height, but weight doesn't bother me. Don't worry, I still respect that. I grew up with an obese little brother, and almost became obese myself. Thank you, I try to forgive people more. Well, you haven't lost the respect, and love of me. *Hugs*


Thank you, and yes, she's kind and very smart for her young age ^^. Daww, thank you x3. *Boops his nose*

Of course And thank you... That means a good deal to me *smiles at you appreciatively*

I don't blame you... I can be the same way though fortunately I haven't been in a situation like that yet *nods* Oh dear, I hope he starts to think about the implications of what he's saying, that's a threat though I presume it was understood that he wasn't serious but still, just keep an eye on him and be careful please

*chuckles* Oh he's shorter than my mom XD But my mom's tough Awuhrr well you should be okay it sounds like, I hope your little brother is doing alright too. I'm working on that too... Sometimes I struggle to decide if forgiving someone means giving them another chance or if it means one is able to still maintain boundaries and stand their ground *nods* Oh, thank you, I hope not, and I hope I never do *hugs you back happily*

That's great to hear Oh you're welcome d'awwww *chuckles and boops back* I love the boops xD

May be going to sleep pretty soon by the way, in case I don't reply. I'm starting to feel the diphenhydramine kick in methinks *nods*

You're very welcome. Well, I can't blame you for anything you do, or how you act either. As I said, we're all human. Well yeah, I told him, if he even took one swing, i'd choke him blue. So he understood that he couldn't really do much. Surprisingly he's older than me XD. So is mine, her heart is huge as well. Well yeah, it's hard but you know, it's good to give everyone a second chance, but sometimes it's not. *Smiles* Yeah it is x3. *Giggles* So do I X3. Well, in that case, hope you sleep well. And hope everything goes well.

^++^ I suppose I'm only responsible for my actions, though others can and do influence me *shrugs confused* Yus, very true *nods*

Oh my , well at least you wouldn't be killing him but just scare him a little bit is all! Aw he might be a very short fellow then if he's nearly adulthood at that height *nods*

That's wonderful to hear <3 Oh yes, learning to tell the difference between when one should and shouldn't is a daunting task I'm still working on myself *nods* Good

And thank you, I did sleep very well and am just taking it easy for today, watching some hulu and turking on amazon *chuckles* Thank you, same to you

Well yeah, bad or good, we're responsible for our actions. Yeah, I'm not going to murder someone unless they murdered a family member of mine. Thank you <3. I agree, but it is what it is honestly. That's good, I ended up going to the skatepark in Manitwoc and doing my first drop in on a board in my whole life ^^. Thank you too. <3

Yesh, that's true hough sometimes I struggle with it *nods* Awuhrr well it sounds like you are a wonderfully loyal and strong family member, but I doubt they'd want you going to prison, but you wouldn't if you could prove you killed out of self-defense, hopefully it never comes to that though ><

Oh sweet, sounds like good exercise *nods* I wish I could skate but it scares me xD Of course <3

No problem with that. I try to be, I mean, my biological Father isn't "Family" to me, so he's out of the picture. I know they don't, I saw my brother cry when I ended up in a jail, and indeed, I could. I hope it doesn't, but either way, if it does, someone's getting shot. I put my life on that. Indeed it is, and don't worry, I was terrified to try it, but after warming up I was fine XP.

Thank you ^++^ I'm sorry to hear that, a lot of dads aren't there enough for their children it seems, my dad wasn't for my older half-brother *nods* Awwuhrr that's sad, but that's good. Mmhmm! *blushes nervously and nods* Okay but I don't wanna lose you Maybe I could try it then too someday, sweet ^++^

You're very welcome. I'm not XD, he's nothing to me, my Step-Dad is. I did end up threatening to kill my biological one after he threatened my Mom though >_<. My big brother's Dad, my Dad weren't there but sa I said, I don't care if he wasn't, my step-father is. Well yeah, it kind of made me depressed but, I never went there since :). Thank you, I don't wanna lose you either, but family comes first (No offense >.<). You should, just ride around a bit first on a good setup x3.

I don't blame you for feeling that way *smiles and nods thoughtfully* Aw, and oh dear it sounds like he's got a mean streak, may I ask if he abused your mom ><? That's what matters, that someone was there ultimately That's good <3 It's okay, I understand that feeling, though I haven't had to experience what you've gone through *nods* Sounds like a good thing to possibly try before I get too old to where I risk falling and breaking a hip more easily or something *giggles*

Well, I can't blame you for feeling how you feel either XD. Yeah, he's a sociopath honestly. Yes he did, and my brother when he was younger that's why I have such a big grudge against him honestly. Well yeah, I mean, my Step-Dad's done a very good job of raising his four children (with me included in there). Well, it's best not to honestly. Oh my gosh XD, you're not that old .

*I smile at you appreciatively and nod* That's too bad, but at least he doesn't feel too much pain then if I understand sociopathy correctly? But it sounds like that made him able to cause great amounts of pain to your mother and you and your brothers *nods* That's great to hear, I can attest that he did a good job with you as you are very kind and considerate *nods* Okay x3 Well I figure I have a good twenty or thirty years before I start getting more frail *chuckles*

Well, that's the past, but he's 63, and hasn't paid bills since before I was born. That's one thing, but he also feels powerful from abusing others. Well, he did yes, but I'm saying if he does end up coming to my place, i'd honestly lose it. I agree, he's a very interesting guy as well, (24 years in the army) and he taught me family comes first. Thank you, I feel as if you understand me well <3. I figure I have a while before i'm older as well XD.

That's forgiving of you, and wow he had you rather late if he's 63 already 0-0 My dad would be 70 this year if he were still alive and I felt he had me somewhat late *nods* Yes that's a sad way to get power it seems *shakes my head* I don't blame you for feeling that way though, I've lost it over much less *nods* Oh nice, that's quite admirable *smiles admirably* That's great to hear, I hope I'm there for my mother through thick and thin as so far I have done what I could after my dad died, and it's been hard at times but also very rewarding. The hardest part for me will be to accept others' help if I end up needing it to help care for her in the future *nods* She takes pretty good care of me now though and she's been sober a few years now I hope I do, and I feel you understand me quite well *smiles* Yus *chuckles and hugs you*

Yeah, I was born pretty late. August 26th to be exact. I see, well, sorry for your loss. *Hugs*. Indeed, it is, but, I guess that's how he is, to be honest. I try to be there for her as well, I even keep a knife on my windowsill in case he does end up hurting her late at night while I'm asleep x3. Well yeah, it's hard and rewarding looking after another. I honestly would too, but I'm still young, so I don't really know. Mine does as well, and I admire her endurance. As she has quit doing meth, drugs. My Step-Father also had a drinking problem. I admire that from your mother as well, hopefully, I'll be sober one day. I do too, <3. *Hugs him tight*

Awuhrr well that's about when my dad was born ^++^ And it's okay, it's inevitable and I'm glad I had some time with him growing up at least *hugs back* That's great, I know you're a loving son Oh my >< I hope he never does anymore but that's wishful thinking huh >< Yus that's true *nods* I'm sure you will do fine <3 Awuhrr that's great to hear <3 Awuhr sorry to hear about your step father but I'm glad he's doing better these days too <3 Thank you very much and I know you will be, I believe in you. *hugs you back tightly and pats your back*

My Step-Fathers birthday is one day before mine ^^. Well, I'm glad to be blessed with such a loving family honestly. Well, I try to be, I know I've hurt my family a lot. It's okay, he hasn't drunk in almost 13 years now. Thank you, and you're welcome. Well, let's hope I can do it for good :).