Many of you watching me don't know much about me...so I'll make this brief birth familly was defective abusive and abandoning....

That being said the family I have now is made up of close friends of varying degree....acquaintances....good friends.....best friends....mates and those whom I call family...These people are the most important people in my life. My loyalty is never faltering unless given reason....my love is never waning unless abused. My tongue never bears flame to burn tender cheeks unless needed. I will never abandoned or desert anyone I hold dear unless they are the ones baring blades against my strings.

This trust is gained by time and deeds alone...these are the people whom have brought little drama into my life....lifted my chin when my head was bowed in sorrow. People whom have made merit-able efforts and likewise have received my own and not squandered them.

It's cause of family that I survive...that I grow......I pray there never comes a time where my strength turns into a weakness and the pillars that hold me up...turn to mud and drag me down.

A story never told a tale never heard........