Alright guys/gals, my grandparents are willing to take me to a place that would be a solid living arrangement. My goal is to move to a place with medical CBD that's been legalized. Sadly I don't think I know too many that live in those states. They're willing to help me if they can to get to a place where I can go see doctors/psychiatrists that hopefully are competent. I've gotten medical advice from a few doctors in emergency rooms and my old psych doctor Jesse Rhoads, to go get the "green" card and re-apply for disability. Because the last time I applied for SSD they said I was not "fully" disabled but I was partially so. Since then, they've diagnosed my scoliosis formally, as well as the chronic colitis/peptic ulcer disease. I've been through so many different medicines in the last few years that it's ridiculous, the typical anti-nausea meds don't work anymore. All of the Bipolar medicines that I haven't tried, are $151 per month(seroquil) all the way up to $3000 a month(InVega). So my goal is to try and find somewhere I could stay to see doctors/psych doctors, and maybe they'll have something that will work as opposed to the CBD treatment. But if I can't I've been told that I would qualify for one. Don't get me wrong, that'd be nice as it gives me an appetite, allows me to keep some food down better than anti-nausea medicines. Right now I'm working on some stories that I owe people who had helped me greatly in the last couple years, to those who I owe them, if you see this; I'm sorry that it's taking me so long to do this. I really have been fighting these stupid illnesses for the last few years hard, I have had them most of my life, they just seem to have gotten worse and worse throughout the last couple years. Maybe stress, lack of diet, or whatever else, but it's just developed into such a way that I can't do very much. I really hope that I can at least start to work on what I owe, even if I can't find a way to prolong the life I have left. I really am sorry that it seemed as though I was just trying to get money from everyone to fuck off and spend on things that weren't important, I do promise that I've really been using it to try and help my medical conditions. But again, thank you guys for all the help you gave me...if you hadn't, I literally would not be here to even say this....so thank you...