Okay. For starters, I SWEAR I didn't do any drugs.

Secondly, just to fill you in, I'm somewhere between awake and asleep right now. I'm conscious, but only to a short extent. Everything is very surreal, and it's like a high I've never experienced before this. I talked to my sister (who sleeps in a bed next to mine), and she told me she was fully awake. I had that feeling that you get when you're high that what you're saying makes you sound high because it doesn't make much sense, and I let her know that. Just to get a better idea of what my thoughts were/are like, I decided to write this. I took a video a little while ago, as well. Before I got into my current state, I was totally asleep. A cow jumped onto my bed in my dream and splashed muddy water all over it, then continued on to show me a video that made me trip instantly. I started yelling WAKE UP, WAKE UP, WAKE UP, WAKE UP, over and over again. I soon started pressing a button in front of me that said "Wake Up" on the computer screen that magically appeared. Eventually, I started hearing my own breathing. I felt the presence of my own hand, and went to move it. I suddenly actually moved it, and then I got into my current state between the wake and sleep.

Please tell me if anything like this has ever happened to you.

I'd be really interested in talking to you in the comments!


P.S. Just to make sure this thing stays raw and unedited, I'm not going to go back and read it until I am fully awake.

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