I'm not okay, nothing's gone right for me lately, I've been avoiding the pain, trying not to worry anyone, hardly tried seeking help. My cousins moved away last month, not even a week later my boyfriend broke up with me, then two weeks later my great aunt died and I had an infection from an ingrown toenail, a week later the toenail got removed completely. I'm bed ridden and now one of our cats is missing. My older brother is moving away this summer and all of my friends are busy. Hanging out usually helps but now I'm alone, everyone is doing something and I'm stuck


Pushing my emotions down a day at a time, I don't want to talk to people, I don't want anyone else to leave me or disappear from my life, I can't take that anymore. I don't want to be alone