So far in my life I've had 2, not one TWO. My last one I almost died from the bleeding. And now I got the IUD and the fact that I even did that kind of eats me up inside but I'm glad I did it not just for my sake but my family's sake. Not only that I'm so detached to kids that if I'm in the same room I shut down in a panic attack and can't breath. That's what's been up with me.