Ok so I'm getting mixed notes about the previous journal I posted. I am not upset at the fact that you communicate this way nor am I saying it's wrong and should be changed completely. I posted that as a request to those that talk to me daily to help me out every now and then by coming up with something to talk about. If you find that unfair and wish to not talk with me any longer I respect that decision. But please note that I am not the one wishing to end communication between us you are. My point is I don't want anyone saying that I gave them the silent treatment (because I didnt), I told them they are annoying (because I didn't), I said that they are boring (because I didn't), or say that I ask too much just to talk to them (because I really didn't). All I ask is that ONCE IN A WHILE you have something to talk about. I want to make that very clear, yes you can still talk to me how you have been and no I won't suddenly just stop talking without reason. If you think that is too much to ask for then I'm sorry and it is probably best that you keep your negative comments to yourself or just don't watch me any longer. I would hate for the latter but if me asking for help from you is a lot and you expect me to serve as your personal talking dummy then I'm sorry I'm just not built that way and I'm not so passive that I'm ok with just exchanging a couple or a few words back and forth. Thank you for understanding and hopefully this clears up some of the misunderstandings between me and some watchers!