As usual, I talk about how I'm able to do simple things like I'm some sort of snorlax unable to get out the couch and through a small door. But that's what I have to deal with these days when you're in pain. Neck isn't doing any better but walking with my hips is becoming more manageable. I hate bringing that up around mom because she'll instantly be upset with me with should of or should had. But no one can really foresee all the future. I worked until I broke apart, and I'm working on recovering. It doesn't mean I've given up. That is the thing and the added stress doesn't help the situation get better faster. It takes commitments and perseverance. It's slow, but it's better than not going places. My goal is to be able to walk 10 miles everyday like I used to. To anyone wondering, that's 20,000 steps per day. That's nothing for me to achieve back then, and with WEIGHTS ON! But now when you have a hip that acts up when you stand or walk on it for more than 10 to 20 minutes, achieving it could be an act of strong willed faith or counter productive insanity. I am concerned about my health and is willing to become stronger than I was. Again..I'm no hero and I'm not living up to anyone's expectations but mine. If it becomes too hard, I'm not killing myself just to make someone else happy. Not anymore.

I'm in a desperate need of a new hard drive for this laptop I'm using. It doesn't sound much since it's still works, but windows made it nearly unserviceable by making the hard drive work harder for nothing. The current hard drive I have is a 750gb sata II 5400rpm. After windows updated to 8.1, eventually the disk performance become maxed at 95 to 100%. This causes total freeze in functionality much like a maxed CPU and stalling HDD. My goal is to get an SSHD, a hybrid hard drive. How I get it would be something I'm in need of help of.. But fixing it will be no problem.

Technically, eff windows. Itself would be partition in the small portion of the hard drive, mostly for compatibility, while my major OS will be for the rest of it. Yep, I'm dual booting it with linux(ubuntu 16.04 LTS). The distro of choice, I could use either Linux Mint 18, XFCE 4.14 or Zorin 12. Either way, what I do majority on my laptop luckily doesn't require windows, and I need it to be quick and responsive. Krita and Mypaint, my two choice drawing applications, are both available and it's free (still going to rub it in the face of those with pirated versions of SAI). Plus, the games I play with my fiancee are html5, flash, or compatible in general so win win. I do have to use windows 10 for creating compatible games for it, because that's what majority of users are going to use. But the lack of linux games encourages me to consider distribute most into the library.

Welp, time to do some calisthenics and/or yoga. Depend on my neck or hip so eff trying to impress shit. I'm happy being able.