If you wanna know my motivation to live, I'd recommend any Allan Watts lecture(don't worry, if your actually thinking about what he's saying it's not that boring)

I'd highly recommend https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=KSyHWMdH9gk

and it's also not that long and really thought provoking, plus there's a song written about it!

ok i'll give it a listen

this one 0,0https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QXvoYGrnuv8&ebc=ANyPxKq8KRy7wW0lfafXswkCJ-sG_jc8xvG7uEuaXUYvFKHArXhbuEf_RdRAFXn7sMrjdshRHGPGip-Vm7zU3Qtzfyc5nRSPrQ

every one has potential, you may never see it in your self but I promise you its there, some times its hard to see it yourself, others though can see the good in you ,

thankys thats really sweet it certainly dosen't feel that way some times thoug

Some times feelings can be misleading, its hard to think straight when your in the middle of it, its not like im telling you something you dont all ready know. you just have to push on and get past the slump remember all the people who support you, people value you and your art, think about it your getting paid for what you create, you literally have a physical sign that their are people who think your something.

i suppose but ive got to a point where i cant afford to draw what i want any more -,- opportunity cost is way to high at leasst until July when i will have a job and the type casting kinda hurts too people say they will support me no matter what but in practice they've proven other wise favorites drop dramatically and im lucky to get a comment i don't want to sound fickle but those are the only way people can show there appreciation besides commissioning me or buying a ych one is rare one has prices so low i barely make a profit which proves to me about 2-3 hours of my time is only worth like 5 bucks to my viewers but only if the diapers are messy enough -sigh

I feel you there my recent semester at Uni has me so drained I wanna curl up until it ends, but things have to get done and doing nothing is not the good option only the more pleasing one

boobs 0.0