FA+
Shop
bleck and blegh
9 years ago
General
ever just .. kidna feel down .. yea its one oif those days.. me and the mate keep getting int arguments over stupid little shit.. mostly money related.. teaaay..
i feel so cooped up here.. liek i have nowhere to go and nothing to do. i really wish there where people who where closer who wanted to hang out.. it get so lonely here.. what with mate working all the time almost 24/7 late nights.. alone all day long and into the night.. an dnot being able to sleep.. oh yea..ther is that.. i haven't sleept for soem time.. because.. well things and stuff and things...
but its ok i guess. i just spend my time watching movies or playing games.. better than nothing i guess. mabey.. i dont know...
wish i knew where my pencils and other art stuff was.. id start drawing again.. ...
oh so .. um i have new music and stuff, .. nothing good .. i don't know .. give it a listen if you want.. still unable to buy it because well having issues setting up paypall to work and shit. but ill get it worked out soem time.. meanwhile if you want you can just listen to it on the site.. https://underhisblackwings.bandcamp.com/
um.. i don't know what else to say.. oh.. yes. so um. looking for a master irl.. i mean .. the whole rp thing is ok.. and i don't mind it.. but.. i want something more real.. but ..its so had to find some one who fully respects you and just understands all the weird messed up issues i have and still wants to love me even tho im sll broken and shit... hell im lucky i have a foxy that's as into open relationships as i am to be m mate... .. damn lucky.. maybe i just have to be happy with what i have and just accept that i might not have all the things to make me happy ..
i feel so cooped up here.. liek i have nowhere to go and nothing to do. i really wish there where people who where closer who wanted to hang out.. it get so lonely here.. what with mate working all the time almost 24/7 late nights.. alone all day long and into the night.. an dnot being able to sleep.. oh yea..ther is that.. i haven't sleept for soem time.. because.. well things and stuff and things...
but its ok i guess. i just spend my time watching movies or playing games.. better than nothing i guess. mabey.. i dont know...
wish i knew where my pencils and other art stuff was.. id start drawing again.. ...
oh so .. um i have new music and stuff, .. nothing good .. i don't know .. give it a listen if you want.. still unable to buy it because well having issues setting up paypall to work and shit. but ill get it worked out soem time.. meanwhile if you want you can just listen to it on the site.. https://underhisblackwings.bandcamp.com/
um.. i don't know what else to say.. oh.. yes. so um. looking for a master irl.. i mean .. the whole rp thing is ok.. and i don't mind it.. but.. i want something more real.. but ..its so had to find some one who fully respects you and just understands all the weird messed up issues i have and still wants to love me even tho im sll broken and shit... hell im lucky i have a foxy that's as into open relationships as i am to be m mate... .. damn lucky.. maybe i just have to be happy with what i have and just accept that i might not have all the things to make me happy ..
it's important to have forward looking goals, and bigger, long term things. to save money for. Money is the crux of many issues, and it needs to be managed. Things get rewarded when you wait.
As for fun, it has to do with your local area, and knowing every nook and corner, and looking around on Google maps. Local "Meetup" groups. furry or not. fetish clubs, etc. you got to spam the hell out of yourself.
sleep schedules are also a huge issue. Whether you two have different work schedules, and sleep patterns, and one happens to "want to cuddle when sleeping, and can't sleep without you" and "bawwww i can't sleep without me glomping you", while you know you got shit to do. Fact is... nothing is more important than resting, and making sure BOTH are getting that rest.