Things I noticed about my little side
9 years ago
General
So I was home alone for a bit today and decided that I felt like I deserved being in little mode for a bit. So I got padded, put on my onesie and got out my pacifier and my pinkie pie plushie and decided to watch cartoons. This was one of the time when I got really deep into little space. I just sat around sucking my paci and hugging my plushie while watching these cartoons. I was watching the amazing world of gumball when something weird happend. There was a scene in the episode where one of the characters called Alan (who is a talking balloon) is doing the ice-bucket challange only to find out that the bucket is just filled with a block of ice that is dropped on him which causes him to pop and Gumball and darwin keep repeating the scene over and over. And the weird thing was that in my little headspace I got scared. See when I grew up I had an irrational phobia of balloons. I always thought that they were terrifying and now that I was in little headspace and saw this scene of a balloon getting popped I got scared. My first reaction to this was to hug my Pinkie plushie and kinda hide my face behind it. And this I found very interesting. Because it showed me something that I didnt know about myself. I noticed that when I am in little mode im alot more vulnerable than I usually am otherwise. Which just kinda felt amazing due to the fact that I used to have a hard time getting into proper little mode and staying in it. I found this experience very interesting and I would love to hear what people think about it. Do you guys get similar feelings and experiences while in little mode?
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~swedebrony
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That is very interesting. I must say I used to be a bit similar. I used to love being treated like a kid sometimes and other times I would just absolutely dislike it. But for me I think it had to do with little mode where during little mode I did almost anything to feel small and when I wasn't in little mode I hated to be treated like a kid because it felt demeaning.
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