I mean I only have to watchers who are doing so out of pity since I'm watching them. NOTE TO THOSE TWO: I was not and was never expecting that. It was a very nice gesture, but since I can't seem to create anything right now it's a little pointless, but still thank you ^___^. Also that's a real smile, not a sarcasm one. I hate those

I mean even I don't normally read journals.... means I have to acknowledge that the others here are people that can have problems or joys and all I can offer are hollow words of sympathy or congratulations that mean nothing since I'm not really friends with any one here. I have a problem opening up.