Hi guys, this journal isn't about poop, im sorry if any of you poop fetishists thought that I was gonna talk about it.

Unfortunately I'm not a fan of poo, it smells & I'd probably contract 1,000,000 diseases from it.

Anyway, topic of todays journal!!!!!!

I'm like

fuckin lonely

not online, I have many friends who I talk to actively & people who enjoy my company (although I feel like they just put up with me to make me happy sometimes), I'm mostly on about it in a more... relationship type sense?

Idk if that makes any sense but w/e I think you probably get the point.

It's been around 3 years now since I was in an ACTUAL relationship, and to be honest I'm really starting to enjoy the idea of getting into a new one, it's been a while since i've felt 100% comfortable saying this but yeah.

Now that I'm a lot more comfortable with my sexuality (Bi, 50/50 100%), I feel like I can properly say "less do this again lmao".

I've probably made a journal like this before, but that one probably went over how I was scared to enter another relationship cuz frankly my love life is complete garbage like for real I've not had 1 good relationship where I'm actually happy.

Oh well lmao, I just felt like semi-venting about this, hmu if u wanna fuck my ASS (don't, please don't, or do, I'd be flattered but tbh I might just laugh at you or something unless a cool guy.)

Also like

fuckin

I've been in non-stop upper body pain for the past week, my neck aches, my teeth are having a horrible time (some gum problem, making a dentist appointment tomorrow to see if its a massive worry), my left ear is aching.

Just thought I'd talk about that real quick too cuz these journals are too talk about everything.

ANYWAY

BYE BITCHES

NEW ART SUNE