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Alright i'm just going to be real with all of you
9 years ago
So the month of April has been extremely hard for me. To the point where it seems like every time I try my hardest to bounce back to work and how I was before this month happened. Now this is not a poor me oh pity me journal. Don't take it as such. I've just had SOOOO much happen in this month alone AND it isn't even over yet.
Now being a big girl I kept trying to put my big girl pants on trek through the BS and the crud and the depression / stress so I can work on my Owed commission work. But every time I try it seems like I can't get more than 2 hours of work done a day. ( completed work in my mind. I have quite a few things sketched out @-@ )
So i'm just taking this as a final sign. I know I must sound like a broken record at this point. Though while this month was hard and keeps beating me down. I don't think i'm gonna fight it any more. By this I mean that Im just gonna take care of myself for the rest of the month.
my bills have been paid, a have a wee savings buffer. So I am so sorry to my commissioners where I owe you work. I have been trying my hardest to get work done like i used to. Though every sign keeps telling me to take a break. So this isn't an official hiatus. I will still be working I will still draw and work on owed works. But im not going to be beating myself up if I only get one sketch done in a day.
All of the signs around me keep shouting at me to just take a break for a wee bit. So i'm gonna do just that. So that in May I can bounce back. I really do miss getting at least 3 fully colored commissions done a day like I had used to. So art will be slow but im more gonna focus on myself. I love you all and I hope you understand. I might re-word this tomorrow since I am typing this up at 3:30am (ish? )
- Every time i try to do an all day stream when I have free time / work time. I have to stop for some reason or another. EVEN WHEN im in a POSITIVE SPACE!
- I had a terrible terrible mental break down this month. That mentally and physically drained me for days.
- My family is still having a hard time with legal things I can not talk about.
- My Close personal friends are also going through REALLY HARD TIMES!
Now being a big girl I kept trying to put my big girl pants on trek through the BS and the crud and the depression / stress so I can work on my Owed commission work. But every time I try it seems like I can't get more than 2 hours of work done a day. ( completed work in my mind. I have quite a few things sketched out @-@ )
So i'm just taking this as a final sign. I know I must sound like a broken record at this point. Though while this month was hard and keeps beating me down. I don't think i'm gonna fight it any more. By this I mean that Im just gonna take care of myself for the rest of the month.
my bills have been paid, a have a wee savings buffer. So I am so sorry to my commissioners where I owe you work. I have been trying my hardest to get work done like i used to. Though every sign keeps telling me to take a break. So this isn't an official hiatus. I will still be working I will still draw and work on owed works. But im not going to be beating myself up if I only get one sketch done in a day.
All of the signs around me keep shouting at me to just take a break for a wee bit. So i'm gonna do just that. So that in May I can bounce back. I really do miss getting at least 3 fully colored commissions done a day like I had used to. So art will be slow but im more gonna focus on myself. I love you all and I hope you understand. I might re-word this tomorrow since I am typing this up at 3:30am (ish? )
Hang in there! ^o^/
and don;t worry I will thanks for your kind words ;u;