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I'm So Sorry -____- (I'm Fine)
9 years ago
Before I start streaming my apologies here I want to immediately point out NO, I'm not thinking about doing bad things. Far from that path.
With that said...
I am really, really, really sorry. I feel like I've done nothing for the past year and still dragging my heels since start of this one. It's almost the end of the first half and I feel like I've accomplished NOTHING. I think I only posted like two or three drawings and one story since now. I truly feel like I've abandoned everything I loved here.
And that includes the friends I've made online.
My apologies extend to them as well. I keep making promises to contact them back or that I'll be back on Skype as soon as I can...and then it takes me a week or more to do so. I've sucked with replying to notes and there are calls I haven't made that I kept meaning to make. I really don't know what's wrong with me...people think I'm an extrovert for how I act in conversations, but I honestly believe I'm more of an introvert. I don't understand how anyone can put up with me. I never wanted to become THAT person who seems fun to hang with but is horrible at staying in touch.
I...can't make any more promises.
Do know I'm NOT purposely trying to be an asshole and ignoring anyone. I just suck really badly in making time for conversation or RP's...or just getting online in general when I'm not being sucked into video games or YouTubes.
I want to change this (I've probably said this a 1000 times now). I...just don't know where to begin.
Believe it or not, stories and drawings are coming. I have been able to focus a little in the last two weeks to some extent despite one week of depression and worrying and one week of Work and rage. Hoping to continue the creative trend...but again; I can no longer make any promises. Just know if you try to contact me or simply say hi, don't let my laggy responses make you think I'm ignoring you or want nothing to do with you. I plan at checking my notes and stuff soon.
I really hope everyone is doing well without me though. Stay Safe and be well.
With that said...
I am really, really, really sorry. I feel like I've done nothing for the past year and still dragging my heels since start of this one. It's almost the end of the first half and I feel like I've accomplished NOTHING. I think I only posted like two or three drawings and one story since now. I truly feel like I've abandoned everything I loved here.
And that includes the friends I've made online.
My apologies extend to them as well. I keep making promises to contact them back or that I'll be back on Skype as soon as I can...and then it takes me a week or more to do so. I've sucked with replying to notes and there are calls I haven't made that I kept meaning to make. I really don't know what's wrong with me...people think I'm an extrovert for how I act in conversations, but I honestly believe I'm more of an introvert. I don't understand how anyone can put up with me. I never wanted to become THAT person who seems fun to hang with but is horrible at staying in touch.
I...can't make any more promises.
Do know I'm NOT purposely trying to be an asshole and ignoring anyone. I just suck really badly in making time for conversation or RP's...or just getting online in general when I'm not being sucked into video games or YouTubes.
I want to change this (I've probably said this a 1000 times now). I...just don't know where to begin.
Believe it or not, stories and drawings are coming. I have been able to focus a little in the last two weeks to some extent despite one week of depression and worrying and one week of Work and rage. Hoping to continue the creative trend...but again; I can no longer make any promises. Just know if you try to contact me or simply say hi, don't let my laggy responses make you think I'm ignoring you or want nothing to do with you. I plan at checking my notes and stuff soon.
I really hope everyone is doing well without me though. Stay Safe and be well.
I'm just tired of never getting shit done and feeling like I'm ignoring friends when I don't mean too.
I also didn't want to sound like a broken record because I'm sure I've apologized about my inconsistent shaky promises to do things.
I'm sorry I never kept in touch with you as well. I will certainly keep your offer in mind, and I do hope life has been treating you well these days.