Sister/Brother:  Shadowpelt  Heratio1000  Kalas  hero

>. .<... Cheated... thats how I feel now... I feel like my past is repeating itself again.. like.. a old fashion triangle...

but I know this one is very unbalanced... because I've ran away from the person who I thought he be cheating on me with my instincts...

And I should realy pay more attention to my dragon soul >. .>

It actually came true and The cheated who is loving is the right person who I knew it would be o. .o; its creepy how Instincts are right...

now.. it has happened... I have to run away... I know I be making drama if i stayed Iming the two who are/were my friends >. .<...

I would like them to stay friends but I know I am a terrible person who I feel cheated...

Just like my past... just like the marks who have been added more to me heart now...

Now I should focus on my College I MUST pass >. .<...

And should I run away from the.. cheater and the new mate... who used to be... well good (close)friends too...

Realy I should leave no other way I have discussed it with... the mate about this... but I haven't talked to the person who did hurt me badly... because I see him on every morning when I... go to college...

I did get the bad news in the morning I did cry on the bus while going to college...

why allways me... who is hurt like this... with scares of emoness all over me which I HATE BEING EMO >. .<

I know he made promises in the past... but I knew it would'nt keep his words...

I know I ran away from him because my instincts reacted... but I did see proof with my eyes within the running away....

I know its a way my fault and I dunno...

Now I should Just continue with my College...

Please give me some help maybe... who ever is out there...