Made a new account for it on DA 530samurai... not sure if I'll delete this one or not... as of right now Depression is dominating my life... I thought the art would help, so far all I have found, without weed, is jealousy, vanity, and self loathing. I want to be good, I want to get better. I want to be like the fucking people I watch and have been watching since they uploaded their first doodle... Seems art is yet another failed avenue for me... Sorry that my return is a sad, pathetic, and just unhappy one... I started a new job, but it pays for shit, I started trying to present more feminine, and so far I blew all my money on make-up and now Im too nervous to go out with any on...

Any of the four people who may read this, got any tips for a chronically depressed transgirl? its cool if ya don't... I don't blame you... I'd more than likely avoid my drama if I could. Sadly I cannot, I must live it. Sometimes thought about getting a lobotomy. Yeah, sure, I wont be creative, or outgoing, or anything... But at least the pain will end.

Anyways... Dawn's back... Not that it means much