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I had a spirit dream!! My first in a good while.
9 years ago
Okay so.. like a lot of dreams, there's a lot of 'fluidity' to it so the progression may seem to shift here and there, but as i'm still trying to collect and remember as many of the details as I DO remember while I'm still remembering them here they go:
The dream I recall started me at a furry con helping backstage at a masquerade. Not too unusual. I was viewing the acts from backstage and talking next acts up. This made some unusual fluid move into that this was a con tht was being held in a summer camp like setting, much like FERAL in Toronto. Next thing I knew I was sort of flucutuating between keeping tabs on the masquerade acts, but also enjoying a bit of barbecue festiviites and a picnic that was going on.
Then it sort of phased into an activity where someone was offering up body paint/face paint talents for free and i found myself at first watching someone who was being prepared and painted like a gazelle. (Maybe it was you, Nahani!?) And then it was my turn and I didnt say so or tell them but they knew I wanted to be a kangaroo. So as they're slapping some paints on my chest and arms and mixing some colors to get the right tones and shadows and textures for my face, I see at the far side of the dream picnic grove an actual kangaroo hopping and loping around as they tend to do, slowly making its way over.
At this point, the dream mostly fluctuates a bit too much and loses its focus and I find myself awake... darn! But It was still significant in two ways. One. I'd not had a lucid tangible memorable dream like this in a fair while so it was nice to have that specific experience in of itself again. Two. It slowly occurred to me what i expereinced wasnt just a vivid dream but one that included my spirit animal, the kangaroo, who appeared within the dream. So.. I just wanted to recognize that fact in of itself too. There were other elements to the memories within the dream. But i saw and I paid attention. There may or may not be a 'meaning' or 'message' or maybe there is... ? I just wanted to share. Anybody have any thoughts or input?
The dream I recall started me at a furry con helping backstage at a masquerade. Not too unusual. I was viewing the acts from backstage and talking next acts up. This made some unusual fluid move into that this was a con tht was being held in a summer camp like setting, much like FERAL in Toronto. Next thing I knew I was sort of flucutuating between keeping tabs on the masquerade acts, but also enjoying a bit of barbecue festiviites and a picnic that was going on.
Then it sort of phased into an activity where someone was offering up body paint/face paint talents for free and i found myself at first watching someone who was being prepared and painted like a gazelle. (Maybe it was you, Nahani!?) And then it was my turn and I didnt say so or tell them but they knew I wanted to be a kangaroo. So as they're slapping some paints on my chest and arms and mixing some colors to get the right tones and shadows and textures for my face, I see at the far side of the dream picnic grove an actual kangaroo hopping and loping around as they tend to do, slowly making its way over.
At this point, the dream mostly fluctuates a bit too much and loses its focus and I find myself awake... darn! But It was still significant in two ways. One. I'd not had a lucid tangible memorable dream like this in a fair while so it was nice to have that specific experience in of itself again. Two. It slowly occurred to me what i expereinced wasnt just a vivid dream but one that included my spirit animal, the kangaroo, who appeared within the dream. So.. I just wanted to recognize that fact in of itself too. There were other elements to the memories within the dream. But i saw and I paid attention. There may or may not be a 'meaning' or 'message' or maybe there is... ? I just wanted to share. Anybody have any thoughts or input?
This type of thing happens to me more often than I want to admit. I just want to
turn all this $#!T off and never see it again. Dejavu seriously freakes me out >.<
More locally, granted, I've not been too hands-on as help, but there's a caveat to that too, The meets and events that go on semi-regularly have hosts and those hosts have a rhythm and a planning. I dont want to be the one to step on their toes by butting in if they've got things under control. Though I'm of course always nearby if something is 'needed'. I will argue that i could try efforts at *gasp* organizing and posting an event that is outside/apart from the annual King Richard's Faire Furmeet and BBQ (usually September)
Outside. Nature. Yes. Dont be such a lazy inside work/home/work/home routine kangaroo. This saturday's park and mini golf meet hopefully will give me good bonus points towards that!
Thank you as well for your thoughts and interpretations. I do value them.