I'm so done
9 years ago
So my car is so damaged that i can't afford to get it repaired, even if I were finish up all my commissions and take a ton more, I can't repair the car. A blown head gasket on a discontinued engine. Everything that is my life is shattering. Work is too far to walk, yet close enough that I can't take a bus easily; my brother also needs rides to his work too. It's amazing how on the edge I've been living, believing it to be the norm; it very likely is for the most part. Still, no one around me will be able to give me rides to work, I can't squirrel anything away to buy myself a new car, and I don't have anyone that I can turn to for help.
Just everything.
I'm gonna try and get more art going and see if I can situate more streams, but yeah this a salt lousy week for me, especially since my birthday is tomorrow. Oh well.
Still, How're you guys doing as of late?
Just everything.
I'm gonna try and get more art going and see if I can situate more streams, but yeah this a salt lousy week for me, especially since my birthday is tomorrow. Oh well.
Still, How're you guys doing as of late?
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If there is a pick-and-pull type place near you or a car junkyard business around your area, see about selling your now junk car for parts. Even if the engine or anything major isn't working, there's still various other parts of it that should be operational and worth something. That will at least give you some money, not much but some.
Despite all this, I hope you at least have a good birthday bro since everyone deserves that day to be good. And hopefully everything will turn out for you. :3
I really can't afford to visit the doctor, but I have to anyway. Last time I was in severe enough pain to not be able to work and I put off medical attention, it turned out to be my appendix bursting and one more day of putting it off would have killed me.
I am quite certain nothing is broken, but my wrist and forearm are still pretty sore.
I walk to work because I don't and never have owned a car, so that limits the places I can apply to work at.
About three weeks ago I finally was able to drive my car again after a little over two months of not being able to use it!
I learned not to let family borrow the car ever again, lol.
Cars fucking suck when they want to suddenly act up. Believe me, I've been dealing with the same thing with my family's stuff. We have four and they all wanna go down at once. It's a fucking struggle non-stop because if more than one fails, well ya know how it is.
*keeps offering hug*
I hope you had a wonderful birthday. Lots of good wishes and fun for you.
I'm doing okay, brainstorming ideas and whatnot.