It suddenly struck me that I hadn't been on here for a few months. I decided to check up on things just now and found that I haven't really missed anything. My interest in FA as well as the furry fandom is minimal, bordering on non-existant these days. It has been like this for a while now. I think I might be saying goodbye to this side of me for good.. Or at least until a later stage where I feel more comfortable embracing this world.

I've met quite a few furs through the 10 years I have been a part of the fandom.. Had an abundance of nasty encounters and bad experiences. It brought me down and fueled my anger and distress. I've had enough of it honestly. I feel burned out. Like there is nothing left for me to gain from staying here, lurking in the shadows.

I need to focus on other aspects of my life and stop clinging onto parts of my life that bring out the worst in me. It's time to throw in the towel.

Granted, I do still have a few furs on my Skype, and they are welcome to hit me up of course. These few people and the urge to go browsing for porn are the only things in my life that keep me connected to the furry world. I have no irl furry friends, and I said goodbye to the local fandom many years ago..

To be honest, I don't expect anyone to read this.

Is this goodbye? Perhaps..

Have a good day