C'mon. let's get your bare ass out of endsville and to somewhere more positive huh? talk to me in notes.

Looks like you've disabled your notes.
I do need a little pep talk though. I'm really out of it.

they are open again.

- hugs - Youre not an abomination, people like we just need to do EVERYTHING much harder cause we dont have the same 'safety net' like normies do. No one knows how much work it is to be percieved normal.

The feeling to have to analyze harder how people percieve yourself, are you looking angry? did you laugh at the correct time? are you LIKING something to much? its super hard.

I wish I could help you more somehow, I think youre an awesome person and youre one of few in MONTHS i feel super happy that found me on FA :)
I get all happy / excited when you comment on things ( and sadly I dont reply since I dont know what to say and eventually its gone to long time xp Im SO sorry for that. )

I think it IS "liking something too much", but I was also playing a rather outgoing character at the time. It could have been anything, which is part of the problem. If I knew what it was that I was doing, I'd tone it down.

The only way to know for sure, is to sit down and talk to the people about it.

I've tried. He's refusing to contact me.

Then throw him into the ' forget it' pile, Some people isnt worth it if they dont even let you try.
I mean, friendships and such are based on understanding, if you strip that away were you have to do everything correct without knowing the rules its not a friendship.
Remember ( this is hard sometimes ) - Youre not always the one to be blamed, other people fucks up aswell.

It's especially hard for me, because I blame myself for everything. EVER. Even things that have nothing to do with me. If something bad happens in the news (shootings, terrorism) it's my fault because I couldn't stop it from happening.

I recognise that, its a personal journey you have to do to overcome.
I was appologizing for everything before, i mean EVERYTHING.
Together with a bad relationship it really made me feel like nothing, and that everything happened due to my actions.
But now, years later I dont appoligize so much, and dare to take space. Its hard but im sure you will get here aswell someday :)

You're so nice to me~ I'm so glad to have found you here!

<3 likewise

You're not an abomination. It's the "normies" that are because they don't conform to us and demand that we conform to them instead.

Screw the normies. Screw conformity.
I wouldn't say they need to "conform" to us, just GET USED TO US and take it like a man.