As I went on, I was strongly on an auto-pilot mode. Nothing mattered to me. I had no purpose or goal. I no longer cared about saving money and future goals. The only thing keeping me going was some help from a friend who offered to take me in to help me. There was a mention of furcons that had caught my attention. Having always wanted to go, that was about as much that held me together.

But there is a good side to this story. As I was still dealing with things slowly, Remmus had recontacted me and wished to remain friends. I had remained in contact with Remmus and talked on occaision. We had come to discuss what had happened between us and had come to the conclusion that we had perhaps made rushed judgements on such a short visit. Remmus told me that he still held strong feelings for me and he strongly regretted the decision. He was deeply sorry for how much he hurt me and felt that certain issues were to blame for what occured. He still loves me and hopes that we can still become a pair together. As I strongly still held feeling for him as well, I also now have a bit of a defense up as it's quite understandable and he fully acknowledges the mistake he made but is strongly working towards earning my affections and trust again. And the effort he's shown really has earned some of my affections again as he's made some strong promises and sacrifices to show how much he loves me.

It's been going well and I think we make this work this time. So I want to announce that me and Remmus are back together again. So I will be returning the drawings back into my gallery for all to see. Please wish us luck that this will work out. Thanks all. :3

My mate  remmus-malik