So apparently no matter what I try, Wepay just refuses to stay up and make it so I can keep my GoFundMe up. It doesn't even give me an actual reason why, just says that it can't. I don't know if I can even bother setting up another one.

I've been slow getting to people as usual, and I'm really sorry. I've been dealing with a lot of stress and the family I'm staying with wasn't in a good situation financially before I even got here.

I'm going to be honest here guys, I had problems with drinking a few years back. It was a background influence behind why my ex left. I dealt with a friend's death poorly and blamed myself because I was the last person he talked to before committing suicide. Things with my job and my internship didn't make it easier, I was sexually harassed for months by an older man and I couldn't just tell Claudia all of that.

I've been drinking again. Not huge amounts, maybe two or three shots worth a day, four if I'm feeling really shitty.

I uh... Might just put my Paypal info out to anyone who wants to help me out with money until I can settle a job. But first, I feel like I need to bring something up. I'm still trying to even find the words. I mean, it's a huge reason why I got booted out the first place. I just don't want to lose the people I've come attached to here. I guess it's coming more and more obvious, but I'll write a post about it once I'm not scared to death of telling you guys.

I've been applying to three or four places a day with no results.

I'm going to try drawing more. Maybe once I have a bit of spare money for more art books, I'll offer sketch commissions.

I'm sorry to pester you guys, especially my new watchers who didn't follow me for this depressing crap I've had shoveled onto my lap as of late.