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7 years ago
Body full of fluff, head full of stuff.
Hey everyone. Wow, can't believe it's been a month since my last update. I mean, I know I'm on and off here, but...
I wrote that when I broke things off with the person I was with for two years. It's weird that it's been a month.
I've been hearing a lot of stuff from back home too. My Father has some disease that's slowly killing him, my Uncle nearly died and is more or less just left with a ton of dead braincells and will never be able to sustain himself anymore, my Grandma is very sick and can't walk anymore. Hell, my cousin left her fiance because he attacked her.
I guess what I'm getting at is... It feels like the world is moving too fast while at the same time, not moving at all.
I'm doing fine at my new job. I don't hate it, at least.
It's Fall again. It's been eight years. I'm not looking for words of encouragement, I know I can push through. I've done a lot recently that has pushed my bravery to distances I never thought I could reach.
But is it wrong of me to say I miss home? I mean, I don't want to give up the life I have here. I don't know... I just wish things were simpler, like how they used to be. I'm still homesick, but more for the past than anything. I'm watching the world back there go on without me, my presence means nothing. It's... Harrowing.
Look, I don't expect any of you guys to comment here. I've more than killed any good graces I've had with a lot of you. This account is more or less just dead, not because of my inactivity, but because I don't care as much as I used to. You don't care as much as you used to.
I'm going to be 26 soon. I feel like in a few months, I'll try to get back into the dating scene, maybe work things out in my life first.
I need to sleep.
I wrote that when I broke things off with the person I was with for two years. It's weird that it's been a month.
I've been hearing a lot of stuff from back home too. My Father has some disease that's slowly killing him, my Uncle nearly died and is more or less just left with a ton of dead braincells and will never be able to sustain himself anymore, my Grandma is very sick and can't walk anymore. Hell, my cousin left her fiance because he attacked her.
I guess what I'm getting at is... It feels like the world is moving too fast while at the same time, not moving at all.
I'm doing fine at my new job. I don't hate it, at least.
It's Fall again. It's been eight years. I'm not looking for words of encouragement, I know I can push through. I've done a lot recently that has pushed my bravery to distances I never thought I could reach.
But is it wrong of me to say I miss home? I mean, I don't want to give up the life I have here. I don't know... I just wish things were simpler, like how they used to be. I'm still homesick, but more for the past than anything. I'm watching the world back there go on without me, my presence means nothing. It's... Harrowing.
Look, I don't expect any of you guys to comment here. I've more than killed any good graces I've had with a lot of you. This account is more or less just dead, not because of my inactivity, but because I don't care as much as I used to. You don't care as much as you used to.
I'm going to be 26 soon. I feel like in a few months, I'll try to get back into the dating scene, maybe work things out in my life first.
I need to sleep.
