I'll have to climb out of my shell for right now and explain what I've been going through for a while.

When I started out in the fandom I wanted to make new friends and put smiles on everyone's faces because I couldn't do that before, I wasn't the class clown I was just another normal person in school with a lot of shy built up and I didn't had much confidence either. I was mostly bullied and received unwanted attention because I was different.

Also when I joined the fandom, I have became desperate and selfish online and in real life. What I did was wrong.

I honestly thought Sniper's who I thought the whole community wanted me to be. He's thought who I wanted to be. And sometimes when you want something so bad, you'd do just about everything to get it.

I learned one thing from Sniper, I learned that life is not about being happy inside of the suit and in front of a screen post things online that are fake, but just being happy with yourself.

Who ever I became friends with should just have to accept me for who I am. I will not change because people tell me to, I will change for myself. More important Im just gonna have to accept myself for who I am.