So, this whole month is basically a 'hoo-rah' to who I was for most my life. This last week hasn't been easy, as things have been going down-hill left-and-right, and now I think that my 16 year old cat who I've had since I was 2 years old as a little kitten, may be ready to pass on to the next life. If I'm replying to notes, emails or anything, I'm sorry everyone. But I'll need to take time to gather my thoughts if he does pass soon. As if this month wasn't hard enough, now this happens. I f*cking hate this all so much, why does everything - and I mean EVERYTHING - that determines how I am perceived in society once I graduate from high school, have to be determined at the same time that there's a bunch of family bs going on right now!? I'm f*cking sick of it all, I've had this cat since I was two years old. Two. Years. Old. Do you have any idea how I would feel if he passes soon? I'd be devastated, so badly that I would be like when my first dog passed away when I was 5 years old. From what I'm told, I didn't eat or sleep well, heck I didn't even play with my toys for about a week or two when the first dog passed on, how long will this affect me if it happens soon? I hope everyone understands why I may be AFK if this happens soon.
For those of you who read this, thank you very much for bearing through it all. I appreciate everything that everyone does for me, but my life is in turmoil right now and I need to stick with what's important. Not to say everyone and everything here isn't important, but you understand what I mean. Also, a favor to those who believe in faith and miracles, please pray that my cat, Bumpy, lives at least a little longer, at least until after May passes. Thank you all, and a possible good bye for now.